lets just fall in love

March 15, 2011

“if you are going to fall in love with me, its only fair that you know what you are fallng in love with.

you are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. you are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession. you fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dream, and how im a hopeless romantic at heart. if you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.

but, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when i’m with you, the way i’ll text you in the mornings just telling you i hope you have a great day. you’re falling in love with the occasionally humourous and/or thought-provoking things i say, and the way i blush when people ask me about you. but to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite me thinking that it is impossible.”

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