This growing up phase is scaring me.
There’s so much to handle as you get older, be it in terms of responsibilities or emotions. As a young adult, I’m feeling rather pressurised. I’m still so vulnerable, still so fragile, still so bad at handling my emotions. I’m still a crybaby when things upset/worry/scare me. It just feels like I’m not ready for anything. Maybe I’m still that baby bird who hasn’t learnt to fly, waiting in the nest for my mother bird to bring food back to the nest.
These days, every single thought I have of the future just scares me. Sucha period makes me wonder why my life just can’t be easier 😥