Oh, how I hate this.
I get really impatient with irresponsible people or people who can’t understand what I’m trying to bring across despite me making myself extremely clear. Seriously, how hard it is to understand that “the unit-number is missing from the e-mail”? Can’t believe that I had to say that in at least four different ways before she actually got it. I don’t mean to be rude but honestly, I don’t understand how these people function.
Another thing that irks me is people bringing up my hope for stuff and then crushing it. Don’t give me empty words. I really don’t appreciate that. What’s worse, pushing all the ‘blame’ to others to free yourself from it. Seriously?!
I’m just really annoyed with humans these days cos I realised how sick I am being nice to people all the time but not everyone will be nice to you the same way. These people don’t even know what’s appreciation. That’s human. That’s life. I’m so sick of doing people favours cos I don’t have the heart to keep rejecting people. I’m so sick of having to please people who are supposedly important ones in my life. I’m so sick of being nice & reply people in a nice tone when they don’t and want to dominate me in every single thing. It’s not an issue of power struggle or whatsoever. I’m just sick of being pushed around & accommodating to everyone.
Can you really accept for who I am?
In times like this, I just want to run away & do what I like, alone.